Your beylo girl here, baby. Its been long since i last got to spend the time with you eh ? :)

You know b.. Sometimes i'll be thinking, why you chose me ? I am never the type of girl you wanted. I am not at all like all those sporty girls out there, i have no dimples.. Not as pretty like all the girls you've been with or contacted with.. But why do you still want me ? I just feel like i am out of place, doesn't fit in ? It's like as if i'm not even supposed to be in your list. I guess this is the reason why i get over sensitive and jealous whenever you talked about them. I'll try my best to stop all this kay b. :)

I don't know what else to say only that, I MISS YOU. :) Take good care of yourself yeah. Love you pantat !

- Our First Photo. :)

Boyfriend said, i'm free to update his blog when boredom starts to kill. However, i know he miss me updating this dusty blog for him. Right baby ? Hehe. No need to lie lah ~ Nothing to feel ashamed of. HAHAHAHAHA !


Kay, fake. He's never feel ashamed when he's with me. Perangai buruk macam mane pon, main slumber je. Hahahahaha ! This boy, never fail to put up a huge smile on my face. Never fail to burst me out to laughter. Of course, you suck at times.. Hehe. But still, i'll never forget how you made me happy kay ! :D Remember, "Continue to make me the happiest girl on Earth. :)"


By the way.. Kenape lambat ni baby ? I dah ngantok sey. :( Cepat please ~ :( Ngantok ~ :(


- Psst; You Look So Effing Adorable In This Photo. ;)

Hey baby ! :D Your girlfriend here updating for you. I am bored, and i can't seems to be able to find anything to do. :( Anyway, i'm working morning shift tomorrow.

It's sad knowing that i'm working nearer to your school now, but i still won't be able to see you that often. :( It's okay, i just have to wait till we meet. Currently you're busy playing your DOTA. -.- Oops, sorry for emphasising on that word. Haha ! I hope you know how to control yourself dear.. Sigh. Seriously, i don't like this DOTA thing. I really don't. Irritating ! -_-

Whatever it is, i hope you're enjoying yourself. Which i know i don't even need to hope, cause you're enjoying yourself already. LOL. Okaylah, good night love ! :) Sorry english rosak. :P

- So Close Yet So Far.

Baby !! ~ Surprise ! :D I'm blogging for ya. Heeeeee ~ I'm bored, and currently you're sleeping. It's okay, i understand you're tired. You had your hockey training just now. :)

Baby, if you notice, we have not been spending much time together. Too busy with own stuffs. You and your sports and school, me and my attachments ~ :( And i know you're trying real hard to find slots for me.. I thank you for that. But it really doesn't matter if you can't okay ? :) Cause i know you'll still find time for me. Even if it's just for awhile. And i thank you cause never once you complained about me being too busy. Hehe !

Text or call right after you read this kay mok ? I miss you so effing badly dear ! :( Good night.

- Baby, You're Superfluous. :)

does my GF really love me?

Dear Girlfriend,

Sorry for not being a good boyfriend.you've been sad for the past few month.i dont feel anytin towards her at all i dont know where u hear all the rubbish from,that i like her and stuff.nevermind let it be...and come on i love u and only u gal..i dont like quarreling or fighting with the one i love cause it hurts me deep inside..now im gonna do a simple thing that will erase the sadness that u have for month..reply to her msg if necessary,ala..just simply treat her as a normal friend..that would be better...im just lost,sad right now...this year havent been great..and school is gonna start soon..and i'll not be seeing u in school..:( guess i'll be alone going for my cca's and also concentrate on my studies..

You're a great girlfriend..i wont be so supid to go for other girls...from today i'll be a new guy im not gonna be the normal me..im gonna be different just like what u wanted me too be..for you i'll do anythin..iloveyou Nur Israhtini Bte Zainal Abidin.


LoVe,
The guy who helped you keep moving on with life.

Labels: i don't want to be friendly anymore.

i'm really missing u girlfriend....dear people i feel like telling the whole world that my gf is the best gf that any guy can get on earth!!!!:D

Labels: sorry been busy..:(

OMG!!!!!!!!
my blog have been dead for so long..now im gonna try my best to reborn it!!!haha!:Dreason of not updating cause, been busy...and i have an awesome girlfriend Nur Israhtini Bte Zainal Abidin..life have been so great since i met her!!!im happy!!!:D(thats y got no time to blog!!hehe!:p)

its been long since i last updated my blog so it'll be weird..hehe!:p

OKAY!!!:Dmy days before this was so awesome and kind of sad at times...sad cause i didnt get to spend much time with my preety gf...:(
but today i wanna thank her alott as she made effort to come to my place..im so happy that i get to spend time with her...eventhough i guess its for a short while..since school came along we hardly spend much time together as both our schedule is pack..:( the most important thing is im happy with our relationship,cause we understand each other...:)

i dont have much thing to say...but i miss my gf alotttttt!!!!!:'(
i love u gf!!!:)

i love you more than you love me. ♥
- Abby :)

Ku ingat kamu ~ Ku rindu kamu ~
Wajahmu, senyummu, terbayang ~
Cepatlah datang ~ Aku menanti ~
Duh aduh duh, ku ingin jumpa ~
He told me that he's really happy being with me, and our 1st month was three days ago. Yay for us ! ;D I was busy blogging for mine, i utterly forgot about his. Haha ! Sooooo, TADA ! Done updating. ^_^

" Yay !!! Cakap yang i super happy !!! Being with you and kiter dah 1 month !!! Yay !!! Saaaaaaaayang abby !!! :) " Aww ~ Nak panjang sikit boleh kan ? ^_^ Awwwwwwwwwwwwww ♥

Labels: Cintaku, Seratus Percent :)

You You You !
I Miss Youuuuuuuuuu D:

Labels: Rindu :(

Nur Israhtini here . :D
I Love You Pantattttttttttttttttttttttt ~
Thank you . For , i don't know .
E V E R Y T H I N G ! ^_^

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
Gambar ni hot eh ? :P
Nuris here . I'm sure you readers are having this look now , -_________- ! Cause why ? Nuris is updating for Nazirul again ?! HAHA ! I'm bored lah . :(

Let me tell you now . Nazirul won't be updating much . I'm not sure either if he will ever update again . UBBY PEMALAS ! :P So , he leave it to me to do whatever i want to his blog . Jadi , Ubby ! U tak boleh complain gambar tak handsome . Whuak whuak ! XD

I WILL UPDATE HIS BLOG AGAIN WHEN I'M FREE , WHEN I HAVE THE TIME , WHEN I'M BORED . Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Labels: Totally Nonsense :)

Hey , Nuris here . It's my first time updating for this pantat . Hehe . Rindu sama itu anak tawuk ! :( Yayyyyyyyyyyyy ~ Will be meeting him later afternoon .

I know his blog has been dead for quite some time . Pity you readers . :( He's too busy nowadays and also being a lazybum . =.= Busy with lots of things . Sampai lupekan Nuris sey. :( Alahai ~ Ngade ngade lah pulak Nuris ni . :P I faham kay b . ^_^ Sayang u ! :D

Nazirul Dinie , remember to update kay . Your readers are waiting . :D

Labels: His only son, MND ♥

Labels: :)

Labels: i LOVE u

And i know i never told you that i love you...now its all too late...and i don,t know how to hold u,but i want to..i don't want to live this way...all i know..it's broke..well i'm here if u need me...i know u don't believe me..well i'm so sorry...for all the pain i've caused..(Sezairi Sezali-Broken)

i always sing that song..and now it happens to me..:(..Yeah..i guess it's already her final say..'I.m toOo LATE.'i was too late to tell her that i love her.there's already this guy that confess to her before i do..(saded):( Should i wait for her??i already love he so much..:(but too bad...SLOW LA NAZ....Nobody can help me now.i got to be strong and keep my head held high.COME ON!!!!HARI RAYA is in 2 days time from now!!!i should be happy right?!in fact all muslims have to be happy!!Okay!i'll try eventhough it's hard.I LOVE U SO MUCH BABI!!!(dalah diam sudah NAZ...orang da t ksudi le uat ape)i remember this:(i know lah where i stand in your life:')hopefully i get over of this feelings soon..??hmm...

Sememangnya diri ini hanya bermimpi...
Dirimu takkan pernah aku miliki..
Walau hati ku selalu memanggil namamu...
Namun ku hanya mampu mentap wajahmu...:)

Labels: too late..why now.?:(

sowie for the date blog!!got no time to upload la!!~

Labels: that girl.

My world is closing in I'm so alone The door is locked and nobody's home Desire is the key that I must own Emotions got me losing control I'm losing control But I know It's the way that I must live Even though It's so unclear, so unfair God I know There's a path for everyone

I must believe and keep holding on I'm wishing I was somebody else This world left me all by myself Now why do they keep playing with my mind Trying to break me down trying to make me blind But I see I'll never let my fears conquer me Cuz I know in my heart what I can be

Labels: Be Strong

Labels: SAD?HAPPY? i'm confused.:):(

ps:once you are my friend,you will always be friend..:)

Labels: how i wish, my wish can come true.

Labels: LIVE LIFE THE FULLEST

Labels: i'm lost....

Labels: should i get close to her?~hmm..

From 31 March....all the yay till today!!10 April!!had been the greatest!!!haha!my days is occuppied by frens..:)haha!


on the 31 March,
-spend time wit Nira,Afifah,Hafiz,Nazri...

• morning when to school end at 11.45 about to hurried home
  


• called Wan but no respond.few mins later his gf(syaza) called told me he fainted jus nw.






• i and zaidi went to hospital and visited Wan
  


• after dat zaidi went hme.



• i headed to vivo city mit nazri,alif and danial.



• bought a new RipCurl wallet



• eat LJS
  


• Reached hme at 6 pm
  




• bath,change and off to relegious class with Zaidi



• at relegious class was shock 'ustazah'(relegious teacher)pick me to be the 'IMAM'(lead the prayers!!!
  


• after relegious class recieved a msg from Mardiah"are u coming for Annual March Camp"



• message her while walking hme all the way....



• reach hme get changed..jog to BBSS for the camp!!HAHA!







• i was so hppy get to meet her bt she's darker now!!haha!



• slack....slack....reached hme at 3++ am...SATURDAY!
  
  

IT'S saturday!!!

sleep late so...woke up arnd 11 plus...recieved msg from adik IMAN haha!he told me dat he's bored...so again i went to BBSS...and slack there.it was quite fun la..with IFC,nite walk etc..then reached hme arnd 2++am..

SUNDAY!!!!

• woke up at 9 am..got to Changi Airport send sis Aisyah(cuzzy).Brisbane wit Republicans.....


BYE SYA SYA!!!

• eat at Changi airport....



• then went home....rest...



• evening went to Greengridge Banquet to eat



• then to BPP



• home...

• went to school got phase test



• reached 8.45am was late cant enter the class.



• me and some other students have to take the test next tuesday..:(



• next class was at 1pm





• slack in school play pool i school wit JOHNSON..till 1pm.



• went for class....class ended at 4++pm



• meet zaidi at wdlnd.he want me to acompany him to Ngee Ann Poly. for eye-check and IT roadshow
  


• reached Ngee Ann....the eye-check booth was closed...



• waited for his dad....his dad send me hme..



• reach hme..get changed...went to queensway wit Family..to buy for me sport shoe following day was Napfa test.



• bought the new featherlight sport shoe ent hme rest....

TUESDAY!!!

• DID exremely well for 2.4KM run hahaha!!!(dowan show off la...)hahax!



• also did well for:shuttle run,pull-ups,sit&reach and sit ups..



• ma height was 170cm :( weight 49.7 kg



• then had a lond break from 10 am till 1pm



• 1 pm go to class..only 5 ppl in class so teacher brief the 5 of us about CAD subject then call it a day...



• called zaidi he told me he going to Ngee Ann for the eye-check wit uni.nazri and alif..



• tagged along....zaidi waited for me at wdlnds MRT..meet the rest at Bukit Batok.



• took 61 to Ngee Ann...



• after Ngee Ann...wen to uni's house...slack....



• 7 pm play Takraw..



• 10++reached hme...DAMN exhausted!!!



• BATH!!!!SLEEP!!!!

it's WEDNESDAY!!!!(today)

HAPPY!!BIRTHDAY!!!16 yrs old ready!!

• eventually today is fifie's(cuzzy)BIRTHDAY...msg her as if i dunnoe..wether today is her bday!!!haha!SADED!



• she was not in the mood wit some relationship and friend problem...haiyooo!!poor thing!!haha!bday some more!!



• i got nothing to give her and she's nt in the mood...today school will end early so,i hurriedly plan to mit her ...haha!



• after school went to met the Secton Head...talk about transferring to ITE Choa Chu Kang on JUNE...he said no problem bt i have to pass the module that i'm doing nw....



• then i hurriedly rush out of the school mit fifie at the hall near her house...



• then went to Pasir Ris...while we were on the way walking in..we saw a black wallet...i kicked it..pick it up and saw $10 in it bt here's also an uncle on bicycle saw it at the same time as we saw that wallet so we decided to give him ;)



• then we sat by the beach...



• i told her to bring along her NIKON D5000 HAHAX!so we took lots of photo!!!



• after..tired of takin photos...we seated on the 'water break' or 'break water'????not sure of wat its called..HAHA!.hearing to the sounds of the sea...had made me so relax.;)..bt when i turn to look at fifie she was crying!!!i know it's bcoz of the relation btwn him and Zaidi...hmm...i decided not to cmfort her...so she could pour everything out..and be strong....at the same time i told her ppl will owaes say HAPPY SWEET 16!..and say turning 16 was never sweet for me either..i had bad times back then...she kept quite???keep crying...WALAO!!!!haha!



• then i lokked at her new iphone and open her recordings..and heared one of a jiwang song by APIT!!!haha!!then i started singing along then she followed..then we recorded...bt its not clear as the wind was too strong...HEHE!



• we went to a hut that the wind was'nt to strong..bt ended up i sing she record...HAHA!funny la!!



• walked to downtown.



• her money $40 lost...



• she was thirsty so bought for her green tea nad me myself PEACH TEA!!!haha!

HELLO!!EVERYONE...
have been feeling down and lonely lately.....from sat till monday.....been spending time with family....didnt celebrate valentines day...BTW!!!YA!!!!i had nvr ever celebrate valentines day before !!!sooooo sad...on valentines day i went to JB wit fam. to shop and watch mooovvviiiieeee.....yeah...on monday,went labrador park wit family...played games...and stuff..late that night went for bowl and Yusri tagged along....yeah it was coooooll celebrating valentines and CNY wit Fam...

feel lonely and down cause....yeah...i miss having a special gal....in life...i jus wish one day i found a suitable gal that i loved...i miss dat feelin man!!!when i feel down the only words da could save me....was a msg from NURUL MARDIAH....(recieved on 03/01/10 at 11.25 p.m):[There'll be a girl that'll save you from all this heartbreak :) So stay positive okay?You're the cheerful Nazirul i know,so stay that way] i cried reading the msg cause it seems like i'm diffrent,i've started to change...i was always the happy guy bt now..it's jus diffrent...i jus feel uneasy.....:'(hope there'll be someone that will save me...........................

NOW,it's already Friday (12.39 a.m)
i cant sleep jus watch a malay DVD show titled PISAU CUKUR the show was great abt love....its a show about 2 preety girls dat's desprate for rich guys.....end up both of them realise that life is nt jus abt MONEY..it' about the happinness that you'll get......:)i dunnoe wat i'm gonna do afta dis....maybe face-booking.....yeah....
BTW!!tomorrow meetin josh n maybelline at yo chu kang at 2 p.m...
i'll update sOon !!!
GOoDbYE readers!!
t.c!!!stay happy!!!!

hello!!!!
its been a long time since ma last post...

last friday on th 15th if i'm not mistake...went to school for ncc.....CCA showcase..
meet frens that i missed most like claire,melody,hafiz and more!!!hahaha!
YAY!!!

The following day went to Orchard wit zaidi,fifie(cousin),me and kira!!!haha!on that day zaidi went to tamp. to fetch FieFie from home...while i went to town first with aliff,nazri,Black(mak yong)...while kira was with her brother...buying watch.........so yeah we met each other at arnd 3 at iOn BK...afta that Nazri and Aliff went to work...left me,zaidi,fifie,kira and Black...we when to Shaw House to buy movie tickets...we bought Vampire Assistant..haha!movie starts at 7...so we slack outside shaw house..take in some fresh air then met uni,fiqo,woody...slack with them...15 min to seven so me,zaidi,fifie,kira..went in...the show was damn funny la...but in the middle i was asleep..haha!WTH!!yala...cause the day before waited for kira's reply...lol!like stupid....then when to cinelesure slack with lots of frens...then when home...(thanks to Kira...afta 4 mnth i didnt get to be out with a gal that way..)thx...felt love...

SKIP!!!

thursday met fiefie and kira afta skool...talk to fiefie...th for tellin me...and TO ME WELCOME LIVING LIFE IN THIS WORLD!!!!!;(.........LIFE IS A GAME!!!

k...nw i wanna go write a song...i'll post the song when it's done!!
BYE2!!!!

THURSDAY...